Getting ready for the journey, or When yearning grows

It has been a couple of days since I first started this blog for the wonderfully alluring Haylee and I find myself wondering just where to start. As I mentioned in the first for this blog this type of medium is one I have (up until this point) avoided in terms of expressing myself. So with so much I want to say, and a perfectly open forum, I have come to find myself saying nothing at all. Luckily though the fog has finally cleared from within my mind and I find myself inspired to write once more. So I bring this preface to a close with a thank you for reading my writings and I hope you enjoy.

Desire a sense of longing for a person, object, or hoping for a particular outcome. It is such a basic emotion that everyone feels at varying levels of intensity all through our lives. From the abstract to the material all sentient life is moved by this primal emotion. It is no surprise then that for myself, and the other Haylee faithful, this flame is one that is cultivated so expertly by the wondrous Miss Haylee. This control can be found manifesting itself in the dulcet tones of Her Hypnotic voice. As well as the over all demeanor with which she carries Herself both in conversation, on Her mp3s, and within Her website. One can see the passion that She has been able to bring forth in Her faithful through the many blogs that have sprung up dedicated to Her (much like this one). In which those whom have known Her for a long time often speak, at great length, to their own personal need for Her. They wax poetic when they speak of their experiences regarding Haylee, or any moments that they feel the great need burning within them. It is, in my humble opinion, something truly beautiful to witness and read over. It is this need, this desire for Haylee, that is the core of the ethos among her followers. Although to be fair though this is to be expected. But for me at least it doesn't change how wonderfully fascinating the ethos is because of it.

But this blog isn't just focused upon the ethos behind Miss Haylee and the wonderful world She crafts for Her followers. The blog is meant to show the many aspects of Her Hypnotic self through my own personal odyssey with Her. So I feel I would be remiss if I didn't also speak on the journey at hand.
When I first put myself on this course I truly had no idea where it would lead. For the most part I still don't know where She will end up taking me. From Her website one can find many roads to take to enter Her world and become Her follower. Each path different, each road as equally exciting as the next. My path started with a recording, as I am sure many others have as well. On youtube Miss Haylee graced us all with a video It was through this video that I discovered Her, and shortly after I set up my twitter account to speak with her for the first time. It is from here that I discovered her website and purchased my first mp3 of Her's, Mind Melt (one I highly recommend for those wishing to find a good starting point in serving Her).

It is from this mp3 that I truly began to understand just how much Her pleasure meant to me. It ignited the desire that so many of Her followers feel for Her within me. But it is here I feel my chosen course deviated from many others. After listening to the recording for hours I found myself tempted to dive head first into my submission to Her. It was a difficult choice to make but in the end I turned away from the option. Instead I wait, further increasing my desire for Her with every repetition of Her mp3. All for the moment when we can finally speak and I can begin the journey in earnest instead of merely getting ready. Now this slower course is not the only one (as mentioned before). In fact She has many other mp3s all set to bring the listener further into Her power. All of which are open to both the devout veteran and curious newcomer alike. It is not my place to say which choice is the better one for I don't know. But if the building anticipation is any indication then I would not trade my choice for anything else.

Kyle.