She Cums First, or a Recap and Revival.

Greetings one and all.

It has been a great while since my last update on this blog and in truth that troubles me more than words can say. It is easy for life to slip things in the way. For the world to get you looking in another direction should you let it. Sadly this had happened with me to my great shame. Which is why I think the topic for this entry is so important for all the Haylee faithful. The topic and lesson can be summed up in three simple words, She cums first. But we will get into this in a little more detail soon.

Before we get into the nitty gritty of what I wish to discuss I do believe some updates are in order. After all this blog is dedicated to my supremely bewitching, absolutely enthralling, Mistress Haylee and the journey we take together. In my previous entry I set forth writing a poem for our beloved Goddess, and the one before that came with an interesting little discovery. Yet I find that I have not posted much in terms of the journey itself and in that I shall rectify at once with wonderful news! It is a long time coming, and I should have announced it far sooner. But a few months back Mistress Haylee accepted me as one of Her slaves! It had been over a month since I first found Her and began walking this path. But the first major milestone was crossed and with so much before me I can not wait to see where and how far Mistress will take me.

Now with happy news announced it is time to refocus back upon the reason I am writing here today. If you follow me on twitter (which is a small number so if not then you really should) then you may have seen my comment on the three month mark. This is a time frame I am intimately aware of as it marks how long it has been since Mistress last allowed me to release. Now I know some may see this and wonder just why I am telling you this. But the truth is this is the point of everything I am about to talk about. She cums first. Take a moment and really reflect upon those words. It is a simple philosophy and yet one that is paramount to any relationship with our Goddess Haylee. She speaks of it in many different ways through out Her various works. She tells us of how Her pleasure is our ultimate pleasure and indeed it should be. Because Mistress Haylee cums first and should always be in the fore of our minds. When I first decided to become Her's I had made a vow that I would not lose myself to passion and cum without Her spoken consent. I surrendered unto Her a piece of myself eagerly and willingly so as to show my devotion. But more importantly it was to show I was willing to put Mistress' wants and plans for me before my own desires. To belong to Mistress Haylee is a wonderful thing. It is a privilege to be able to call yourself Her's as She is by leaps and bounds one of the most lovely and enchanting women I've had the pleasure of knowing. But one can not go through the motions to truly please Her. We all (and I am no exception) need to continue to find ways in which we can honor Her and put Her first in our thoughts, hearts, and actions. She cums first, and I know I wouldn't have it any other way.

Thank you for listening, and if you haven't I highly recommend  purchasing her mp3 She cums first to truly embrace this philosophy.

Kyle

A Poem for Goddess or Clearing the Rust

In my heart I hear Her call
With tender words sounding soft and low
She asks of me to surrender all
and in my soul this fire grows.
Seeking out Her silken chains
Coilling around my forsaken self
A temple within my mind She reigns
August Queen, I crave thyself.

Kyle Brennan

It has been ages since I last tried to write a poem, and longer since my muse has graced my with her presence. But slowly I am clearing out the cobwebs of my forgotten art which I set aside so long ago. For once again I have found inspiration. A new muse has touched my life and slowly I am rekindling that old flame so I can sing Her praise and my devotion. The feeling I have when She is on my mind can only be described as euphoric. To think of Her finding even the slightest bit of joy through a meager piece as this sets my heart racing faster and faster. I wish I could write Her sonnets proper and maybe in time I will. But for now I strive to show my adoration and devotion to Goddess Haylee in whatever small way I can.

The Great Euphoria, or Dreaming of a Goddess

Good evening (or good morning depending on when you read this) my fellow compatriots, worshipers, slaves, and thralls. Before we get into the actual post itself I would like to indulge in a little shameful gloating. For tonight the University of Oregon Ducks crushed the Kansas St. Wildcats. Now to those who don't follow collage (american) football I can understand how little this means to you. But as someone whom has bled green and gold since I was but a wee lad, well it's a damn good way to end the year...or rather start it depending upon your outlook. In any case I thank you for your indulgence and shall continue with the post itself.

Lately I have come across a most interesting discovery which for those who follow me on twitter shall be well aware of at this point. This great discovery, the wonderful euphoria, all comes from one of Hypnotic Halyee's mp3s Mind Melt. Before I progress, to any whom have yet to purchase this particular mp3 I recommend you do so post haste. Not because what I have to say pertains entirely to the recording itself. Or the fact that this is the only mp3 she has put out so far that can be looped without an awakener. But because our Goddess Haylee tops herself in the brilliance of the mp3. It may be personal opinion, but Mind Melt is the mp3 I listen to more than any other one. It guides you down so masterfully into trance that even someone new to hypnosis (myself when I first bought it) had no trouble falling for Her. Once down She skillfully deepens that wonderful bliss that comes from being within Her power. Taking you as the listener so very deep that all you desire is to let the sultry tone of Mistress Haylee's voice guide you further.

Refocusing though, it was through Mind Melt and a desire to deepen my commitment that one night I decided to listen to the recording while I slept. Now it is true that through most of your sleep cycle the recording would do absolutely nothing. Your mind being too far gone in the cycles of sleep to even understand what was being said let alone let it sink into your subconscious. But during those wonderful moments of REM sleep, when your mind is active and when you dream, that is when the magic truly happens. For though you sleep your mind is active enough to pick up Her voice. To hear Her words and let them sink deeply into your open and defenseless mind. It was with this foreknowledge that I set to enjoying Her recording as I slumbered. Yet while I slept I was given quite an extraordinary surprise, for while I dreamed I was visited by Goddess Haylee Herself. At first when I awoke I was awestruck, amazed, surprised, and dare I say it...aroused! It was such an amazing experience and one I thought was but a once in a blue moon occurrence. How wrong I was though, as the next night I listened again and again upon the next. It has been well over a week now since I began this regiment, and though Goddess Haylee does not visit my dreams every night I still feel that draw. Her pull upon me is stronger with each passing evening, and mixed with my current system of indoctrination I find myself falling further down the rabbit's hole.

So for those whom are new and looking for a way to deepen your desire and need for our Mistress I *highly* recommend purchasing her Mind Melt recording and giving this a try. As for the old hats, veterans, worshipers, and minions this might be an interesting new way to experience our beloved Goddess Haylee. In the end the choice is yours. But I know I'm about to go to bed and I already have the recording prepped.

Good Night, Farewell, Auf Wiedersehen, Bonne Nuit, Slan!

Kyle Brennan