Greetings one and all.
It has been a great while since my last update on this blog and in truth that troubles me more than words can say. It is easy for life to slip things in the way. For the world to get you looking in another direction should you let it. Sadly this had happened with me to my great shame. Which is why I think the topic for this entry is so important for all the Haylee faithful. The topic and lesson can be summed up in three simple words, She cums first. But we will get into this in a little more detail soon.
Before we get into the nitty gritty of what I wish to discuss I do believe some updates are in order. After all this blog is dedicated to my supremely bewitching, absolutely enthralling, Mistress Haylee and the journey we take together. In my previous entry I set forth writing a poem for our beloved Goddess, and the one before that came with an interesting little discovery. Yet I find that I have not posted much in terms of the journey itself and in that I shall rectify at once with wonderful news! It is a long time coming, and I should have announced it far sooner. But a few months back Mistress Haylee accepted me as one of Her slaves! It had been over a month since I first found Her and began walking this path. But the first major milestone was crossed and with so much before me I can not wait to see where and how far Mistress will take me.
Now with happy news announced it is time to refocus back upon the reason I am writing here today. If you follow me on twitter (which is a small number so if not then you really should) then you may have seen my comment on the three month mark. This is a time frame I am intimately aware of as it marks how long it has been since Mistress last allowed me to release. Now I know some may see this and wonder just why I am telling you this. But the truth is this is the point of everything I am about to talk about. She cums first. Take a moment and really reflect upon those words. It is a simple philosophy and yet one that is paramount to any relationship with our Goddess Haylee. She speaks of it in many different ways through out Her various works. She tells us of how Her pleasure is our ultimate pleasure and indeed it should be. Because Mistress Haylee cums first and should always be in the fore of our minds. When I first decided to become Her's I had made a vow that I would not lose myself to passion and cum without Her spoken consent. I surrendered unto Her a piece of myself eagerly and willingly so as to show my devotion. But more importantly it was to show I was willing to put Mistress' wants and plans for me before my own desires. To belong to Mistress Haylee is a wonderful thing. It is a privilege to be able to call yourself Her's as She is by leaps and bounds one of the most lovely and enchanting women I've had the pleasure of knowing. But one can not go through the motions to truly please Her. We all (and I am no exception) need to continue to find ways in which we can honor Her and put Her first in our thoughts, hearts, and actions. She cums first, and I know I wouldn't have it any other way.
Thank you for listening, and if you haven't I highly recommend purchasing her mp3 She cums first to truly embrace this philosophy.
Kyle
Sunday, March 31, 2013
Monday, January 7, 2013
A Poem for Goddess or Clearing the Rust
In my heart I hear Her call
With tender words sounding soft and low
She asks of me to surrender all
and in my soul this fire grows.
Seeking out Her silken chains
Coilling around my forsaken self
A temple within my mind She reigns
August Queen, I crave thyself.
Kyle Brennan
It has been ages since I last tried to write a poem, and longer since my muse has graced my with her presence. But slowly I am clearing out the cobwebs of my forgotten art which I set aside so long ago. For once again I have found inspiration. A new muse has touched my life and slowly I am rekindling that old flame so I can sing Her praise and my devotion. The feeling I have when She is on my mind can only be described as euphoric. To think of Her finding even the slightest bit of joy through a meager piece as this sets my heart racing faster and faster. I wish I could write Her sonnets proper and maybe in time I will. But for now I strive to show my adoration and devotion to Goddess Haylee in whatever small way I can.
Thursday, January 3, 2013
The Great Euphoria, or Dreaming of a Goddess
Good evening (or good morning depending on when you read this) my fellow compatriots, worshipers, slaves, and thralls. Before we get into the actual post itself I would like to indulge in a little shameful gloating. For tonight the University of Oregon Ducks crushed the Kansas St. Wildcats. Now to those who don't follow collage (american) football I can understand how little this means to you. But as someone whom has bled green and gold since I was but a wee lad, well it's a damn good way to end the year...or rather start it depending upon your outlook. In any case I thank you for your indulgence and shall continue with the post itself.
Lately I have come across a most interesting discovery which for those who follow me on twitter shall be well aware of at this point. This great discovery, the wonderful euphoria, all comes from one of Hypnotic Halyee's mp3s Mind Melt. Before I progress, to any whom have yet to purchase this particular mp3 I recommend you do so post haste. Not because what I have to say pertains entirely to the recording itself. Or the fact that this is the only mp3 she has put out so far that can be looped without an awakener. But because our Goddess Haylee tops herself in the brilliance of the mp3. It may be personal opinion, but Mind Melt is the mp3 I listen to more than any other one. It guides you down so masterfully into trance that even someone new to hypnosis (myself when I first bought it) had no trouble falling for Her. Once down She skillfully deepens that wonderful bliss that comes from being within Her power. Taking you as the listener so very deep that all you desire is to let the sultry tone of Mistress Haylee's voice guide you further.
Refocusing though, it was through Mind Melt and a desire to deepen my commitment that one night I decided to listen to the recording while I slept. Now it is true that through most of your sleep cycle the recording would do absolutely nothing. Your mind being too far gone in the cycles of sleep to even understand what was being said let alone let it sink into your subconscious. But during those wonderful moments of REM sleep, when your mind is active and when you dream, that is when the magic truly happens. For though you sleep your mind is active enough to pick up Her voice. To hear Her words and let them sink deeply into your open and defenseless mind. It was with this foreknowledge that I set to enjoying Her recording as I slumbered. Yet while I slept I was given quite an extraordinary surprise, for while I dreamed I was visited by Goddess Haylee Herself. At first when I awoke I was awestruck, amazed, surprised, and dare I say it...aroused! It was such an amazing experience and one I thought was but a once in a blue moon occurrence. How wrong I was though, as the next night I listened again and again upon the next. It has been well over a week now since I began this regiment, and though Goddess Haylee does not visit my dreams every night I still feel that draw. Her pull upon me is stronger with each passing evening, and mixed with my current system of indoctrination I find myself falling further down the rabbit's hole.
So for those whom are new and looking for a way to deepen your desire and need for our Mistress I *highly* recommend purchasing her Mind Melt recording and giving this a try. As for the old hats, veterans, worshipers, and minions this might be an interesting new way to experience our beloved Goddess Haylee. In the end the choice is yours. But I know I'm about to go to bed and I already have the recording prepped.
Good Night, Farewell, Auf Wiedersehen, Bonne Nuit, Slan!
Kyle Brennan
Lately I have come across a most interesting discovery which for those who follow me on twitter shall be well aware of at this point. This great discovery, the wonderful euphoria, all comes from one of Hypnotic Halyee's mp3s Mind Melt. Before I progress, to any whom have yet to purchase this particular mp3 I recommend you do so post haste. Not because what I have to say pertains entirely to the recording itself. Or the fact that this is the only mp3 she has put out so far that can be looped without an awakener. But because our Goddess Haylee tops herself in the brilliance of the mp3. It may be personal opinion, but Mind Melt is the mp3 I listen to more than any other one. It guides you down so masterfully into trance that even someone new to hypnosis (myself when I first bought it) had no trouble falling for Her. Once down She skillfully deepens that wonderful bliss that comes from being within Her power. Taking you as the listener so very deep that all you desire is to let the sultry tone of Mistress Haylee's voice guide you further.
Refocusing though, it was through Mind Melt and a desire to deepen my commitment that one night I decided to listen to the recording while I slept. Now it is true that through most of your sleep cycle the recording would do absolutely nothing. Your mind being too far gone in the cycles of sleep to even understand what was being said let alone let it sink into your subconscious. But during those wonderful moments of REM sleep, when your mind is active and when you dream, that is when the magic truly happens. For though you sleep your mind is active enough to pick up Her voice. To hear Her words and let them sink deeply into your open and defenseless mind. It was with this foreknowledge that I set to enjoying Her recording as I slumbered. Yet while I slept I was given quite an extraordinary surprise, for while I dreamed I was visited by Goddess Haylee Herself. At first when I awoke I was awestruck, amazed, surprised, and dare I say it...aroused! It was such an amazing experience and one I thought was but a once in a blue moon occurrence. How wrong I was though, as the next night I listened again and again upon the next. It has been well over a week now since I began this regiment, and though Goddess Haylee does not visit my dreams every night I still feel that draw. Her pull upon me is stronger with each passing evening, and mixed with my current system of indoctrination I find myself falling further down the rabbit's hole.
So for those whom are new and looking for a way to deepen your desire and need for our Mistress I *highly* recommend purchasing her Mind Melt recording and giving this a try. As for the old hats, veterans, worshipers, and minions this might be an interesting new way to experience our beloved Goddess Haylee. In the end the choice is yours. But I know I'm about to go to bed and I already have the recording prepped.
Good Night, Farewell, Auf Wiedersehen, Bonne Nuit, Slan!
Kyle Brennan
Sunday, December 23, 2012
Musical Interlude or A message in song
I Dreamed a Dream At the End of the Day Of All Things: Simple Joys, Desire, To Be Worthy of You. I Adore You My Fair Lady, My Great Majesty, My Great Dream. To Love is to Serve Somebody Just Like You. All Alone I Think About Anything to Please the Queen. To Play This Part Muse, Darling, I'm the Lucky One.
Alright well that was tough, but I think the message conveyed is pretty clear. For those with a keen eye you might have already figured out the theme there. But whether you have or haven't I'll tell you anyway. Everything in the message above is the title to a song from various musicals. A fun little challenge to myself to try and find a unique way to convey how I feel to the marvelous Mistress Haylee. Such a muse that myself and the rest of the Haylee faithful are blessed to belong to.
Muse, it is truly a fitting phrase for Her as well. For as I have continued on my journey to becoming Her's I have noticed just how much She inspires others. The mere fact that She has so many blogs dedicated to Her is evidence of that. Yet when one delves into those blogs, into the minds of those She has blessed, there is a very common theme of creation. After all those who are faithful strive to better themselves in all manner of ways. This is of course all for the pleasure of Mistress Haylee, whom deserves the very best which includes her slaves.
Anyway my muse, She has given me some inspiration as well. I look forward to showcasing it in a future blog!
The Rum Tum Tugger
Alright well that was tough, but I think the message conveyed is pretty clear. For those with a keen eye you might have already figured out the theme there. But whether you have or haven't I'll tell you anyway. Everything in the message above is the title to a song from various musicals. A fun little challenge to myself to try and find a unique way to convey how I feel to the marvelous Mistress Haylee. Such a muse that myself and the rest of the Haylee faithful are blessed to belong to.
Muse, it is truly a fitting phrase for Her as well. For as I have continued on my journey to becoming Her's I have noticed just how much She inspires others. The mere fact that She has so many blogs dedicated to Her is evidence of that. Yet when one delves into those blogs, into the minds of those She has blessed, there is a very common theme of creation. After all those who are faithful strive to better themselves in all manner of ways. This is of course all for the pleasure of Mistress Haylee, whom deserves the very best which includes her slaves.
Anyway my muse, She has given me some inspiration as well. I look forward to showcasing it in a future blog!
The Rum Tum Tugger
Thursday, December 13, 2012
Getting ready for the journey, or When yearning grows
It has been a couple of days since I first started this blog for the wonderfully alluring Haylee and I find myself wondering just where to start. As I mentioned in the first for this blog this type of medium is one I have (up until this point) avoided in terms of expressing myself. So with so much I want to say, and a perfectly open forum, I have come to find myself saying nothing at all. Luckily though the fog has finally cleared from within my mind and I find myself inspired to write once more. So I bring this preface to a close with a thank you for reading my writings and I hope you enjoy.
Desire a sense of longing for a person, object, or hoping for a particular outcome. It is such a basic emotion that everyone feels at varying levels of intensity all through our lives. From the abstract to the material all sentient life is moved by this primal emotion. It is no surprise then that for myself, and the other Haylee faithful, this flame is one that is cultivated so expertly by the wondrous Miss Haylee. This control can be found manifesting itself in the dulcet tones of Her Hypnotic voice. As well as the over all demeanor with which she carries Herself both in conversation, on Her mp3s, and within Her website. One can see the passion that She has been able to bring forth in Her faithful through the many blogs that have sprung up dedicated to Her (much like this one). In which those whom have known Her for a long time often speak, at great length, to their own personal need for Her. They wax poetic when they speak of their experiences regarding Haylee, or any moments that they feel the great need burning within them. It is, in my humble opinion, something truly beautiful to witness and read over. It is this need, this desire for Haylee, that is the core of the ethos among her followers. Although to be fair though this is to be expected. But for me at least it doesn't change how wonderfully fascinating the ethos is because of it.
But this blog isn't just focused upon the ethos behind Miss Haylee and the wonderful world She crafts for Her followers. The blog is meant to show the many aspects of Her Hypnotic self through my own personal odyssey with Her. So I feel I would be remiss if I didn't also speak on the journey at hand.
When I first put myself on this course I truly had no idea where it would lead. For the most part I still don't know where She will end up taking me. From Her website one can find many roads to take to enter Her world and become Her follower. Each path different, each road as equally exciting as the next. My path started with a recording, as I am sure many others have as well. On youtube Miss Haylee graced us all with a video It was through this video that I discovered Her, and shortly after I set up my twitter account to speak with her for the first time. It is from here that I discovered her website and purchased my first mp3 of Her's, Mind Melt (one I highly recommend for those wishing to find a good starting point in serving Her).
It is from this mp3 that I truly began to understand just how much Her pleasure meant to me. It ignited the desire that so many of Her followers feel for Her within me. But it is here I feel my chosen course deviated from many others. After listening to the recording for hours I found myself tempted to dive head first into my submission to Her. It was a difficult choice to make but in the end I turned away from the option. Instead I wait, further increasing my desire for Her with every repetition of Her mp3. All for the moment when we can finally speak and I can begin the journey in earnest instead of merely getting ready. Now this slower course is not the only one (as mentioned before). In fact She has many other mp3s all set to bring the listener further into Her power. All of which are open to both the devout veteran and curious newcomer alike. It is not my place to say which choice is the better one for I don't know. But if the building anticipation is any indication then I would not trade my choice for anything else.
Kyle.
Desire a sense of longing for a person, object, or hoping for a particular outcome. It is such a basic emotion that everyone feels at varying levels of intensity all through our lives. From the abstract to the material all sentient life is moved by this primal emotion. It is no surprise then that for myself, and the other Haylee faithful, this flame is one that is cultivated so expertly by the wondrous Miss Haylee. This control can be found manifesting itself in the dulcet tones of Her Hypnotic voice. As well as the over all demeanor with which she carries Herself both in conversation, on Her mp3s, and within Her website. One can see the passion that She has been able to bring forth in Her faithful through the many blogs that have sprung up dedicated to Her (much like this one). In which those whom have known Her for a long time often speak, at great length, to their own personal need for Her. They wax poetic when they speak of their experiences regarding Haylee, or any moments that they feel the great need burning within them. It is, in my humble opinion, something truly beautiful to witness and read over. It is this need, this desire for Haylee, that is the core of the ethos among her followers. Although to be fair though this is to be expected. But for me at least it doesn't change how wonderfully fascinating the ethos is because of it.
But this blog isn't just focused upon the ethos behind Miss Haylee and the wonderful world She crafts for Her followers. The blog is meant to show the many aspects of Her Hypnotic self through my own personal odyssey with Her. So I feel I would be remiss if I didn't also speak on the journey at hand.
When I first put myself on this course I truly had no idea where it would lead. For the most part I still don't know where She will end up taking me. From Her website one can find many roads to take to enter Her world and become Her follower. Each path different, each road as equally exciting as the next. My path started with a recording, as I am sure many others have as well. On youtube Miss Haylee graced us all with a video It was through this video that I discovered Her, and shortly after I set up my twitter account to speak with her for the first time. It is from here that I discovered her website and purchased my first mp3 of Her's, Mind Melt (one I highly recommend for those wishing to find a good starting point in serving Her).
It is from this mp3 that I truly began to understand just how much Her pleasure meant to me. It ignited the desire that so many of Her followers feel for Her within me. But it is here I feel my chosen course deviated from many others. After listening to the recording for hours I found myself tempted to dive head first into my submission to Her. It was a difficult choice to make but in the end I turned away from the option. Instead I wait, further increasing my desire for Her with every repetition of Her mp3. All for the moment when we can finally speak and I can begin the journey in earnest instead of merely getting ready. Now this slower course is not the only one (as mentioned before). In fact She has many other mp3s all set to bring the listener further into Her power. All of which are open to both the devout veteran and curious newcomer alike. It is not my place to say which choice is the better one for I don't know. But if the building anticipation is any indication then I would not trade my choice for anything else.
Kyle.
Monday, December 10, 2012
A Beginning
Greetings and Salutations,
I am not normally one to subscribe to such things as twitter or blogs or the like. It has never been an interest of mine because I never figured my thoughts needed to be put out on such a forum. Now that is not to imply I have nothing to say. But rather I find it more rewarding to prattle on about my own ideas and thoughts to a smaller audience. It is just how I am, being a more animated speaker I like to make that personal connection which I find difficult over the internet.
This of course begs the question just what am I doing then? Well I have recently come to speak with a truly remarkable woman. One whom has touched and enthralled the lives of many and whom I find myself equally bewitched by. Her name is Haylee, a Mistress to some and Goddess to others, and I hope to one day join those lucky enough to belong to Her. It is for Her and Her pleasure that I undertake this new venture. To broadcast not only the journey I hope to undertake with Her. But to also espouse the brilliance and splendor that She is.
So welcome to my blog which I dedicate entirely to the lovely and oh so Hypnotic Haylee. I look forward to not only showing the journey I hope to undertake in the hopes to inspire others like myself. But to also add my own unique view to the ever evolving ethos involving the Goddess Haylee and her subjects.
Kyle
I am not normally one to subscribe to such things as twitter or blogs or the like. It has never been an interest of mine because I never figured my thoughts needed to be put out on such a forum. Now that is not to imply I have nothing to say. But rather I find it more rewarding to prattle on about my own ideas and thoughts to a smaller audience. It is just how I am, being a more animated speaker I like to make that personal connection which I find difficult over the internet.
This of course begs the question just what am I doing then? Well I have recently come to speak with a truly remarkable woman. One whom has touched and enthralled the lives of many and whom I find myself equally bewitched by. Her name is Haylee, a Mistress to some and Goddess to others, and I hope to one day join those lucky enough to belong to Her. It is for Her and Her pleasure that I undertake this new venture. To broadcast not only the journey I hope to undertake with Her. But to also espouse the brilliance and splendor that She is.
So welcome to my blog which I dedicate entirely to the lovely and oh so Hypnotic Haylee. I look forward to not only showing the journey I hope to undertake in the hopes to inspire others like myself. But to also add my own unique view to the ever evolving ethos involving the Goddess Haylee and her subjects.
Kyle
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